Dead Characters

I wrote something which was on top of my head since so many days. I feel so much better now. I cannot speak of it to people, because they wont understand. This is only for the set of people who can actually feel it. There is this strong feeling of pity I have for the entire manhood. Atleast to the bunch of people who subscribe to such things.
It does not reflect on nationalities or cultures. It is universal. we are f*cking the laws of Universal Love and grace. It is so painful to see kids going against their parents. Speaking ill of/to them. Beating them, overall treating them like shit. We will have to grow up and mature into thinking that our reason of existence has completely been our parents’ choice. You were born either by mistake or by total planning. Irrelevant. the reason you are living and actually enjoying this life is because your parents gave birth to you. this can be the single most reason for any person to completely dedicate their lives to serve their parents and to make sure they do not have to suffer. It is completely by our own choices that we have been born in such conditions. We have decided already who are parents will be. We have decided what our course of life will be, even before we are born. Lot of clinical psychological proof exists to prove this. During the course of life opinions may differ. Thats normal. Completely going off the hook and ill treating them is a sin. I feel so happy when I come to meet of people who still live a life in dedication to their parents. there are still a few good men who will do anything to accomplish this. They will not go against whatever has been told to them. They will blindly do whatever is told to them. They arent fools and they arent blind. They are the living examples through whom the energy of the universe flows. God is happy seeing such humans, I guess. All men and women go through shit. The elders have been through it. They deserve compassion, love, healing, attention and peace. ….
Then I take the public transport to go to work. It is such a pity that we have still, not learnt to wait. We have still not learnt to respect, to obey rules, to become better human beings, to be able to bring a difference to our standards of life. We have agreed to be crabs. We have agreed to hurt others, agreed to be fools, agreed to be treated like slaves (once for the British and now for the lack of common sense). Shit. What a pity. No one wishes to give a loving smile to the other human. No one gets up and offers his seat to a person who is elder to him. My heart bleeds when i have to see such things. Every body wants to be there “first”. Everybody is in a hurry. Everybody wants to overtake. Everybody wants to be abusive. Chivalry is dead. Why ?Everybody wants to follow the herd.When are we going to stand up and say that this is wrong and this is the way it needs to be corrected. ” I am comfortable, who cares about the other person ? ” F*ck. When are we gonna have more compassion ? When are we going to have more love and respect for others ?
We seriously dont deserve this independence. The independence of deciding, using our own heads. Guys who died fighting for it, I bet, are repenting ( if they can see the state of affairs down here ). We dont deserve. We shall not desire. I guess we (atleast Indians)are too far in civilisation where a change can be brought about. A change in the way we treat the lesser fortunate. A change in the way we live, a change in the way our thought process is. This is most painful. We will live like this forever. Things will get worse. this is not development neither is it stepping back through strides of success. We have created a stupid thoughtless parallel way of humanity, which has no love and peace but a painful road, which a lot of people coming after us will have to tread. So many will be happy(in their own sense). So many will cry. So many will be unhappy. So many will want to die. We are done.

I would love to read your valuable responses to this post.I do not know if I am wrong or right in thinking in this way. I do not do drugs neither am I a hallucinated fart who is lost in himself or is in search of something unknown.
May be this is just a foolish search for Utopia… or just a search for a land where common sense with normal people dwells.
Peace and bliss, (o’Lord let all, including me, have it)
Navnit

Petrol Prices Hiked

When is this going to end ?

Eventually, now, they say the increase in spending power is causing the rise in the inflation.
Petrol prices hiked by Rs. 5. Dont think this is too much of a hike for a busy house hold where the man and the woman of the house are both earning, well, doing code. Think about the other people. Round about 80% of a typical city’s population is non IT. This is going to have a tremendous impact on their existence. Its a chain affect. Now everythings price would increase. The fares of the public transport, the price of vegetables, Carbide rippened fruits..etc.Its progressive, you see.
Now, the governments of different states are reducing sales tax on petrol. Do you think the minister making this decision would be a fool to cause loses to the state ex-chequer ? Aww.. cmmon they ARE going to increase prices of other essential commodities like cigarettes and alcohol. A rise in cigarette prices is coming.
I end up paying so much of tax and am sure are so many other boys and girls. There really is no clue as to where the money is going.No improvement in power supply systems, no improvement in the transport and commutation systems.The life of a human continues to get cheaper by the day. Heck, one goes and a million are supplied, they say ! …and No one knows what the Right to Information means !
I heard from somewhere that all these oil companies post humongous profit margins in their annual reports. Why doesnt the government urge these companies to go on a cost cutting spree ? When is it going to end. Now, the boys are gonna make some hullabaloo about the price rise.. one week and everything is going to get back to normal.
I think all of this will have to eventually end when the people of India awaken from their slumber of electing wrong people to lead them, who time and again have made wrong decisions. This is a wake up call for more and more younger and dynamic people to get into the politics of India and improve things. Else, we are looking at a very bleak future.
I think this is the most catalystic time for people investing their time in coming out with alternate sources of energy that petrol can produce. You can have peace, for it is proven, time and again, anything that starts getting extinct will be replaced by a newer and a better thing (read Science of Growing Rich ?).

When will I go to the US

Its been 4 years, since I am slogging being an Software Engineer. Worked with the smallest of companies and biggest of name. I dont grovel and give it back in the face. I think thats why I have not been able to go to the US so far. Sounds crazy, doesnt it. I too wanna go there and earn heaps of money. I am darn sure I am better than 60% of Indians who get a H1B visa.
Yet, the divine will doesnt let me go there. My current company, that I joined, promised a h1 and now these guys have denied it. Duh uh. …… and to top it.. two junior first class ass licking fellas are being sent there. Talk about “mysore” ?
When am I gonna get there ?